Journal Entry

In the ER

November 18th 2008 at 6:54 am

image64380849.jpgWent to the ER for shallow breathing and a high heart rate. Initially they thought SVT but now after drawing lots of blood (I hate needles and it’s always an ordeal for the poor nurses) and getting on the EKG and xrays they’re thinking blood clot. Going for a CAT scan soon. Enjoy the pic Emily took.

Update: it’s a heart problem. Am being moved to a regional hospital with specialists soon.

Scary shit dudes…

Lunch update: after getting bused over to Lima by a pair of ambulance techs who cracked jokes to lift my spirits for the whole drive, I’m kicking it at Lima Memorial, where they have a whole wing for this sort of thing, but every one else here is like… 80.

My mum turns out to have Hypertrophiccardiomyopathy, as did her dad. It causes a heart to race. The cardiologist hasn’t come by yet, but the family is running bets that that is what I have.

Meanwhile, I have tubes in my right and left arms and lots more pinpricks from all the other places blood has been drawn. I’m in a nice bed with cable tv and wireless Internet, but the iPhones battery is about to die. My stepdad should bring by a power adaptor for it later.

Dinner update; the cardiologist came by. He doesn’t want to jump straight to heart just yet. I’m staying a few more days or so to be monitored. Pulmonary specialist comes on tomorrow, as well as another cat scan, and I’m sure more blood will me drawn! He wants to fix a very high white blood cell count and eliminate some other possibilities before that. He thought the abnormalities that pointed toward heart issues might just be my stressed out heart after running many hours on overdrive.

Kinda wish I could hook up an Xbox to the hospital tv LOL.

Morning update: after light sleeping last night I’m feeling rested. The Nurses tell me my crazy high white cell count is way down. Emily got me my laptop, which I’ll get plugged in soon, but due to lack of sleep the previous night and exhaustion of nerves from the previous days events, I’ve been enjoying napping the morning away, as well as getting cleaned up and having breakfast.

I’m no longer on nitro and they’ve rduced the blood thinners. My heart was ultra sounded last night, so they’ll be poring over that today. I’m told my legs may be ultrasounded next as part of the battery of tests. Everything looks vastly better today. A steady HR in the 80s instead of 120s all night and all morning.

Emily loaded Kung cu panda on my laptop, I’ll be hitting up iTunes as I’m still too exhausted to think straight for ling. I’ll take the time to download and watch lots of movies tonight LOL

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338 Responses so far

  1. 1. Steve Buchheit

    It’s the bionic Toby. Hope it turns out to be nothing and you’re back out kicking ass soon.

  2. 2. Mark Terry

    Take care, man.

  3. 3. Deb

    Yikes, Toby! Take care!

  4. 4. paul Crilley

    Hope everything is OK.

  5. 5. Alex Bledsoe

    Wow, dude. Good thoughts your way.

  6. 6. Chang

    Oh, dear! Get well soon! So sorry to hear that. We’ll be thinking positive thoughts out here in Maine.

  7. 7. Josh Smith

    Dang dude, take care, hope to see you soon!

  8. 8. Stacie H

    Whoa. Speedy recovery, man.

  9. 9. Catherine Shaffer

    OMG! What is a young person like you doing with a blood clot???? I am freaked out. You guys do not need this right now.

  10. 10. Geoffrey Philp

    Take care of yourself, soldier!

    1Love,
    geoffrey

  11. 11. Kristine Smith

    Oh damn–take care and get well soon.

  12. 12. Elijah

    Damn. Well, get better!

  13. 13. Jim Hetley

    It’s alive!

    (Get better, okay?)

  14. 14. Paul Jessup

    Hope it’s nothing too serious! Get well soon

  15. 15. Kate Baker

    Oooh goodness. Please take care of yourself!

    My father just got out of the hospital for the same thing. Please let us know if you need anything! My thoughts are with you.

    On a lighter note, that should definitely be your new author photo. Yer damn sexy with all those wires. ;)

  16. 16. John Booth

    Hope you’re OK - good thoughts incoming.

  17. 17. Paul

    Take care, Toby! Hope it isn’t anything too serious.

  18. 18. Samantha Ling

    Oh man, that’s scary. I hope it’s nothing serious as well.

  19. 19. Mike Brendan

    Take care, Toby. Hope things clear up soon.

  20. 20. Jeremy Tolbert

    Get better soon Toby.

  21. 21. Jamie

    Take care. Less Internet - More rest!

  22. 22. Elizabeth

    Good luck! I hope it isn’t anything too bad.

  23. 23. whitney

    feel better!!! you’re in our thoughts and prayers!

  24. 24. Natania

    Wishing you a speedy recovery… take care.

  25. 25. Mary Robinette Kowal

    Scary, but it sounds like you are in good hands.

  26. 26. Kerry

    Scary indeed! Best of luck to you and Emily and the twins-to-be.

  27. 27. Tony Geer

    Damn sounds serious :| but looks like you’re getting good care.

  28. 28. Amber

    Eek.
    Take care.

    ~Amber (from codex)

  29. 29. dianacacy

    Our thoughts are with you. Get better!

  30. 30. Douglas

    Yikes! Be well.

  31. 31. Bonnie R. Schutzman

    Oh dear. I hope you’re out of hospitals and back to normal soon. That’s scary shit and you’re far too nice a person to have to deal with this.

  32. 32. Kate Nepveu

    Eek. Get good treatment and feel better soon.

  33. 33. Jeff Beeler

    Hang in there Toby!

    I hope everything goes well.

  34. 34. Maura McHugh

    I hope you have a speedy recovery!

  35. 35. Derek

    It is a good thing you didn’t wait and that you went to the hospital when you did. Good thoughts being sent your way.

  36. 36. Greg van Eekhout

    And here I thought you were showing off your new human/machine interface.

    Beaming good thoughts your way. You guys take care.

  37. 37. Ken McConnell

    Get well man. Get well.

  38. 38. Catherine Schaff-Stump

    Oh my.

    Take care, and do exactly what the doctors tell you.

    Catherine

  39. 39. Seth

    Great photo. Terrible news! Get better soon, and take care of yourself.

  40. 40. Alex

    Crap. I’ll be thinking of you. Be well.

  41. 41. Jim Hetley

    We want better news!

    (Although some of your characters may no think you *have* a heart . . .)

  42. 42. David Barr Kirtley

    Hey man. I spent a good chunk of yesterday listening to your recent interviews on Adventures in Sci-Fi Publishing and Dead Robots Society, and was really struck once again by what an interesting, impressive, and inspirational dude you are. Take care of yourself, okay?

  43. 43. Lelsie

    Ohioana is thinking about you very much and is so glad you went to the hospital. Good thoughts to you and the Mrs.

  44. 44. Alison Kent

    Take care. The pic itself is sobering. And medicine is amazing.

  45. 45. Sandra McDonald

    Good luck and I’ll be keeping my fingers crossed. Here’s to a speedy diagnosis and recovery . . .

  46. 46. Steven Savile

    Jesus, Toby, look after yourself.

  47. 47. AliceB

    Get well soon. Lots of good thoughts being sent your way.

  48. 48. Mike Brotherton

    Do what you need to do to get healthy. We’re all pulling for you and want you at your awesome best.

  49. 49. Ian

    Hang in there, Toby. You and Emily are in my thoughts.

  50. 50. Jim C. Hines

    What the hell? You just had to top my troubles on the way back from Windycon, didn’t you. Way to take the competitiveness too far, man!

    I hope they get you taken care of soon. Like everyone else here, I’ll be worrying and praying and pulling for you.

  51. 51. Chris Gerrib

    Dude, that seriously sucks. Take care of yourself, and you have my thoughts.

  52. 52. Laurel Amberdine

    Oh no! Hope it turns out to be no big deal.

  53. 53. Charlie Stross

    Aw, shit. Good luck with that, and here’s hoping it’s a one-off and not a symptom of something major.

  54. 54. Lynne Thomas

    I blame the Big Boy.

    Seriously, hang in. We’re thinking of you. Take care.

    *happy thoughts in your direction*

  55. 55. Chris

    Healthy vibes coming your way. Your in my thoughts.

  56. 56. Tim Pratt

    Take care, Toby. Our thoughts are with you.

  57. 57. Graham

    Oh dear. Hope you get well soon.

  58. 58. Jaime

    I think I’ve now officially exceeded my quota of people to worry about.

    Get well quickly, Toby. You have things to do.

    And remember all this shit. You can use it in the next book!

  59. 59. Steve Leigh

    Shit, Toby — this is not the news I wanted to hear. Hope the specialists come with a quick and easy solution and you’re back to what passes for normal ASAP!

    You’re in our thoughts!

    Steve & Denise

  60. 60. DG Lewis

    More good thoughts inbound, Toby.

  61. 61. Sharon Lee

    Take care, Toby!

  62. 62. punkrockhockeymom

    I’m thinking about you. Get better.

  63. 63. Michael Thomas

    Well, shit. At least you got the basement floor done first.

    Seriously, I’m glad you got to a hospital right away. Take care. You’re in our thoughts.

  64. 64. Ember

    Thinking healing thoughts. Please, feel better soon!

  65. 65. Jetse

    Take care, man. Hope it’s nothing serious and that you will recover soon.

    Sending out positive vibes your way.

  66. 66. Paul Stevens

    Hey, hope things go well.

    Leave it to you to blog from your hospital bed . . .

    Paul

  67. 67. CaseyL

    More good thoughts coming your way from the Greatly Rainy Pacific NW. Get very well very soon!

  68. 68. Jon Hansen

    Holy crap, Toby! Get better, dammit.

  69. 69. DKT

    Be well, man. We’re thinking good thoughts for you.

  70. 70. MarkHB

    Best of luck, man!

  71. 71. Michael

    Dude, been there, know what you’re going through. Get better, k? Otherwise, like, this is how zombies are born. Don’t want that. Bad mojo on that path.

  72. 72. Lance Weber

    Looking for the silver lining - if they do have to remove your heart you can look forward to a bright future as a critic.

    Seriously though, best wishes and get well soon!

  73. 73. Kelly McCullough

    Dude, that’s no good. Stop it and get better at once. More seriously: Yow, I hope it all turns out to be nothing really serious and you’re back to routine soonest. Good health vibes and wishes sent your way. Take care, rest, get well.

  74. 74. Laurie Mann

    Hope you are treated well by the hospital and you’re home soon! Best wishes to you (and Emily, too).

  75. 75. Nnedi Okorafor

    OMG! Hugs!!

    You’ll be fine. Say it with me. :-)

    Keep us posted.

  76. 76. David B. Coe

    Thinking of you, Tobias. Hope you’re on the mend soon. Best wishes to you and Emily.

  77. 77. David Anthony Durham

    Toby, get better. We need you.

  78. 78. Marko Kloos

    Get well, and lay off the concrete crunching for a while.

  79. 79. Jordan Lapp

    Take care of yourself. Best wishes on getting better.

  80. 80. Manny

    Thinking good thoughts. If mojo works, you’re getting some.

  81. 81. Dot Lin

    All my best wishes to you and Emily. We’re thinking of you both!

  82. 82. Kelsey

    Get well. Just keep thinking that someday you’ll write about this and we’ll all laugh.

  83. 83. JustAnotherJohn

    Dude! SciFi is cool and all, but I don’t want you to become a cyborg.

    Get well soon.

  84. 84. Pablo Defendini

    Oh, man. And here I thought you were sleeping off some basement-concrete-grinding-exhaustion by now….

    Get better soon, brother!

  85. 85. Gregory Frost

    Toby,
    You’ve just joined a rather elite club that I would prefer you hadn’t joined. I’ve gone through much of what you’re getting to know up close and personally now. Racing heart beat is a most controllable thing once they figure out the cause. Please keep me informed. Scary is right, but you aren’t alone, and a couple of us have come out the far side of a similar scare.

    Best,
    greg

  86. 86. Jack Kincaid

    Be strong. You can get through this.

  87. 87. SMD

    Holy mother of…
    Get better soon man! I expect to read many more of your books in the future!

    Best wishes,
    Shaun

  88. 88. Kelson

    Good thoughts your way!

  89. 89. Shawn Adams

    More get-well wishes from yet another of your readers.

    What, not enough? Ok, fine, I’ll throw in some super monkey voodoo mojo for good measure. Free of charge, of course!

    On top of all that, may you have well-rested and competent doctors.

  90. 90. Eileen Gunn

    Yikes, Toby! Hope you’re better soon!

    Eileen

  91. 91. hugh57

    Get well, dude.

  92. 92. Jason M. Robertson

    I wish you a speedy recovery with as much comfort and as little drama as possible!

  93. 93. Anna the Piper

    Came over from the Whatever–hope you feel better soon! Best wishes for healing up.

  94. 94. John-Mark

    My thoughts and prayers are with you. Please get better soon.

  95. 95. Brenda

    Lots of good thoughts and prayers, headed your way from Missouri.

  96. 96. Ardaniel Collier

    Damn, Tobias, great timing you’ve got, having a Cardiac Incident just as Twitter goes into DB maintenance. Had to come all the way over here, etc. ;)

    I’m positive you’re in good hands, and that the staff will be just as attentive to Emily and the players to be named later. Take it easy.

  97. 97. Michael Dean

    Tobias GET WELL AND GET SOME REST!
    I’m praying for a speedy recovery.

  98. 98. D.Paul

    Nothing but positive, healthy thoughts coming your way, Toby.

    Also, it’s best if you try to soak those patches before yanking ‘em off your chest. Ouch.

  99. 99. Cathy

    Hope things go well in the new hospital and you get better soon.

  100. 100. Kate Elliott

    Best wishes to you as they work through this.

    If there’s anything we can do to entertain you in the meanwhile, please let us know.

    Also, as a fellow needle hater, my personal sympathies.

  101. 101. PixelFish

    Oh, man, I hope it’s nothing majorly serious. But I’m glad you were able to get care right away. Best wishes for your full recovery.

  102. 102. S.C. Butler

    Knowing this won’t keep you down for long. Good luck, and a quick recovery!

  103. 103. Cheryl

    Fingers crossed, buddy, and all other extremities too.

  104. 104. BeVibe

    Toby - make sure they do endocrine work as well as heart stuff. I went in the hospital about 18 months ago thinking I was having a heart attack, and it turned out I had an endocrine problem which was causing the heart problem.

    Best luck - good to know you took it seriously and are getting good care!

  105. 105. Merrie Haskell

    I’m wishing for your speedy recovery. (And hugs to Emily…)

  106. 106. Mark

    Best wishes for your recovery.

  107. 107. Dr. Phil

    But… I just saw you at WindyCon this weekend! Thank goodness this didn’t happen while you were on the road.

    Take care, Toby. Personally, I’d blame Jim Hines for this.

    Dr. Phil

  108. 108. Xopher

    Get better soon! It sounds like the sort of thing that might be manageable with medication. I hope all will be well, and that the meds aren’t nasty or anything.

    Good thoughts coming your way. (Here via Scalzi’s blog, btw.)

  109. 109. Shaun Farrell

    Rest up, Toby. Well wishes and prayers.

  110. 110. David Louis Edelman

    Dude, hope this is just a false alarm. Or a real alarm for something that’s not too serious. Or even an early April Fool’s joke on the part of your doctors. At any rate, our thoughts are with ya over here. Get well soon.

  111. 111. shawn scarber

    Toby,

    Well wishes and happy thoughts your way. Recover quickly!

  112. 112. Cat Rambo

    I love the fact you’re blogging bout it :) Please take care, and many good wishes from Wayne and I!

  113. 113. Mike JAsper

    Wow. Thanks for keeping us updated through all this! Crazy.

    Take care, the both of you!

  114. 114. cherie priest

    Holy cow, dude - best wishes, crossed fingers, and all that jazz! Feel better. Hell, *get* better soon.

  115. 115. Jeff Pert

    Best of luck, Toby. Scary stuff, but it sounds like you’re handling it well.

  116. 116. Tziedel

    Well, fudgepuppies…hope you get all sorted out and better soon.

  117. 117. Rae Finlay

    Geez louise, dude. Get better soon, k? Let us know if you need anything.

  118. 118. Geoffrey Allan Plauche

    Egads! Take care. I hope it’s not too serious. P.S. Loved Resistance.

  119. 119. Nina A

    Get well soon. Good thoughts coming your way. Damn.

  120. 120. Nora

    Whoa, very scary. But it’s good that you’ve found this now (looking on the bright side), if hypotropowhatsit is what you turn out to have; maybe there are treatments you can undergo to correct or minimize problems from it.

    Get well soon!

  121. 121. TKay

    Oh noes! Good mojo being sent your way from just down 75 here in Dayton. Take care and hope to see you up & about soon! :)

  122. 122. Delynn

    Get better soon!!!
    Good thoughts coming your way from Cleveland!

  123. 123. Karina

    Sending good thoughts your way for a speedy recovery!

  124. 124. Josh Bales

    You look like something from the Weapon X program. Maybe while the doctors are poking around in there, they could give you a set of adamantium claws?

    Seriously, though — get better soon, dude!

    JAB

  125. 125. Joshua Bilmes

    You’re making me feel young in a way I’d really rather not :-) Sunnyside is thinking of you!

  126. 126. Colleen Lindsay

    Take care of yourself, sir, and keep us informed. Sending good thoughts your way.

    (PS: That should be your new author photo!)

  127. 127. David J. Williams

    Hang in there, sir–fingers crossed. . .

  128. 128. Tania

    I’ll be offering some beer to FSM in your honor. Would it help any for you to think of the tubes as his noodly appendages gently cradling you and expressing his love?

    But seriously, hope you get out of there soon with a minimum of additional fuss and bother.

  129. 129. Charlie Finlay

    Toby! You better get well, man, or I’ll come up to that hospital room and kick your nancypants ass.

  130. 130. Sub-Odeon

    One of those real “Oh my God is this it?” moments, no doubt.

    My wife has severe, chronic asthma, and I’ve literally taken her to the ER while she’s at death’s door. Several times.

    Scary to watch.

    Best of luck, Mr. Buckell.

  131. 131. jasonmitchell

    You WILL get better - you have stuff to write, and they have due dates :)

    seriously though, my thoughts and good wishes

  132. 132. C. S. Inman

    You make those electrodes look *good.*

    Best wishes.

  133. 133. Lisa Deguchi

    Toby! I support Charlie’s plan to kick your nancypants, so get better!

  134. 134. Luke Jackson

    Damn. You got me thinking theodicy: why do bad things happen to good people?

    Get better.

  135. 135. Wendy S. Delmater

    Dude. Sending love and prayers.

  136. 136. Stephen Granade

    Man. Get better soon, and let it not be anything serious.

  137. 137. jddennis

    Thoughts and prayers to you, Toby. Best of luck pulling through.

  138. 138. Elf Sternberg

    You don’t look nearly as stoned in your hospital pic as I think I did in my last hospital pic. You’ve also got a lot more neat hardware attached to ya.

    Get better! Ragamuffin’s still in my to-read pile (under Matter and Outside the Dog Museum, so it might be a while), and I want to be able to thank you.

  139. 139. MikeB

    Get well soon Toby, we really cannot afford to lose you.

  140. 140. Rene

    Get better soon. Best of luck to all of you.

  141. 141. Steven Silver

    I’m glad you were home before this happened. I guess you were serious when you said you weren’t feeling great at Windy, but you didn’t have to go out of your way to prove it. I’d have believed you.

  142. 142. Rose Fox

    Take care of yourself. HCM is srs bizness, but it’s well understood and there are plenty of treatment options. I hope you have someone who can bring you books while you languish in hospital!

  143. 143. SarahP

    Toby!!!! Take care of yourself, please, please please. Hoping for the best here.

  144. 144. Ellen Asher

    Oh, hell. Get well soon — and stay well.

  145. 145. Simon owens

    Be well, man.

  146. 146. Sarah Kelly

    I hope you’re feeling better and find out what’s going on with yourself soon. My thoughts are with you.

  147. 147. Ron Avitzur

    Best wishes for a rapid and full recovery. Good luck!

  148. 148. Randy Johnson

    Hang in there, buddy! I can empathize. My family is prone to a disorder that causes blood clots.
    Fingers crossed.

  149. 149. Jim Winter

    Get well. And do not screw around with this. It killed my dad, and only days before he was scheduled to get it treated.

    OTOH, I went in for WPW about 14-15 years ago. Bottom line, they had to sever a nerve in my heart. The night I went to the ER?

    Yeah, you get used to being the whippersnapper in the ward.

    And if it’s not blockage? You get steak and eggs and bacon!

    Downside? Decaf.

    Yeah, that sucked big time.

    Get well soon.

  150. 150. Jake Freivald

    every one else here is like… 80.

    That may seem old, but it means that they’ve lived through a lot. You just have to make sure you’re still around to hit 80, too. :) Best of luck.

  151. 151. jenn

    Please get well soon

  152. 152. MarkHB

    Hey, that’s *good* news! Hypertrophic Cardiomyopathy is something that’s treatable and controllable - so you’ve had a scare, but you should be fine!

  153. 153. Georgiana

    Sounds terrifying. I hope you feel much better very soon.

  154. 154. Gennita Low

    That’s it. No more hi-speed roller-coaster rides for you. Take care, Toby. Good healing thoughts on the way.

  155. 155. Ann & Jeff VanderMeer

    Tobias, just got word. Seeing as you are blogging about it, we know you’ll be fine. Our thoughts and prayers are with you!

    Ann & Jeff

  156. 156. Diana Pharaoh Francis

    I hope it’s nothing. But it’s all writing fodder, right? Seriously though, take care of yourself.

  157. 157. Hugh Staples

    Get well, dude!

  158. 158. Marissa Lingen

    Hoping for the best for you, Toby, and for quick and easy-to-deal-with answers.

  159. 159. Eric Reynolds

    Get well soon, man.

  160. 160. BeVibe

    Toby - wow - good to hear it may be something easily recognizable. We can’t escape our genetics, eh?

    But seriously, have them check you out stem-to-stern to make sure there isn’t something else sneaking around, hiding behind your mom’s ailment, okay?

    BIG hugs from Dayton, Man!

  161. 161. Michael A. Burstein

    Get better soon.

  162. 162. Josh Smith

    Paging Dr. Gregory House….

  163. 163. Karen

    Wishing you well, Toby. I hope they can sort this all out soon. Please take care.

  164. 164. Melissa

    get well soon!

  165. 165. Stephen Gordon

    Sorry to hear this Toby. Sending up some prayers for you. Get well my friend.

  166. 166. Sean Williams

    Crikey. See what writing tie-ins does to you?

    And seriously: be well, Toby. Lots of positive thoughts from down here.

  167. 167. Dave Klecha

    Tarri and I are thinking about you, and hugs to Emily. Get better soon, dude.

  168. 168. Gillian

    May it be diagnosed and sorted soon!

  169. 169. Constance

    Feel better soon! (that pic is scary!)

  170. 170. S Andrew Swann

    Jeez, and I was just talking to you last weekend. Eep.
    Get well and godspeed man.

  171. 171. Guerry

    Get better Toby, you’re in our prayers.

  172. 172. Michele Lee

    Hope all goes smoothly and you get well soon! (And that something safe but interesting and inspirational happens.)

  173. 173. Wyman Cooke

    Yow! Hope you get better soon.

  174. 174. Amy Sterling Casil

    Good thoughts, good hopes and prayers -{{ hugs hugs hugs }} Toby! You’re so brave!!!!

  175. 175. Paul M

    Hope it goes well, Toby. I just had a similar thing today - a very infrequent arrhythmia. Nothing bad found in tests, just lots of monitoring from here on out. I wish as good a result for you!

  176. 176. Michael Canfield

    Take care, you are the best.

  177. 177. Simon Haynes

    I’m sorry to hear about this Toby, but it’s good you’re in safe hands.

  178. 178. Donal

    Take care of yourself Toby and get well soon.

  179. 179. Marguerite

    Hopefully from this you’ll get several awesome novel ideas and start “plotting.”

    Do what the medicos tell you but don’t let them push you around. Watever you do, don’t be tough. If you hurt, or are worried, let them know.

    And don’t take any assistance from cute blonde candystripers with lots of freckles, because that is contraindicated.

  180. 180. Marguerite

    Oh, I almost forgot–whatever you do–don’t let them shave you!

    You look damn fine with the fuzz.