In the ER at Tobias Buckell Online

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In the ER

November 18th 2008 at 6:54 am

Went to the ER for shallow breathing and a high heart rate. Initially they thought SVT but now after drawing lots of blood (I hate needles and it’s always an ordeal for the poor nurses) and getting on the EKG and xrays they’re thinking blood clot. Going for a CAT scan soon. Enjoy the pic Emily took.

Update: it’s a heart problem. Am being moved to a regional hospital with specialists soon.

Scary shit dudes…

Lunch update: after getting bused over to Lima by a pair of ambulance techs who cracked jokes to lift my spirits for the whole drive, I’m kicking it at Lima Memorial, where they have a whole wing for this sort of thing, but every one else here is like… 80.

My mum turns out to have Hypertrophiccardiomyopathy, as did her dad. It causes a heart to race. The cardiologist hasn’t come by yet, but the family is running bets that that is what I have.

Meanwhile, I have tubes in my right and left arms and lots more pinpricks from all the other places blood has been drawn. I’m in a nice bed with cable tv and wireless Internet, but the iPhones battery is about to die. My stepdad should bring by a power adaptor for it later.

Dinner update; the cardiologist came by. He doesn’t want to jump straight to heart just yet. I’m staying a few more days or so to be monitored. Pulmonary specialist comes on tomorrow, as well as another cat scan, and I’m sure more blood will me drawn! He wants to fix a very high white blood cell count and eliminate some other possibilities before that. He thought the abnormalities that pointed toward heart issues might just be my stressed out heart after running many hours on overdrive.

Kinda wish I could hook up an Xbox to the hospital tv LOL.

Morning update: after light sleeping last night I’m feeling rested. The Nurses tell me my crazy high white cell count is way down. Emily got me my laptop, which I’ll get plugged in soon, but due to lack of sleep the previous night and exhaustion of nerves from the previous days events, I’ve been enjoying napping the morning away, as well as getting cleaned up and having breakfast.

I’m no longer on nitro and they’ve rduced the blood thinners. My heart was ultra sounded last night, so they’ll be poring over that today. I’m told my legs may be ultrasounded next as part of the battery of tests. Everything looks vastly better today. A steady HR in the 80s instead of 120s all night and all morning.

Emily loaded Kung cu panda on my laptop, I’ll be hitting up iTunes as I’m still too exhausted to think straight for ling. I’ll take the time to download and watch lots of movies tonight LOL

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338 Responses so far

1. Steve Buchheit on Nov 18th, 2008 at 7:24 am

It’s the bionic Toby. Hope it turns out to be nothing and you’re back out kicking ass soon.
2. Mark Terry on Nov 18th, 2008 at 7:41 am

Take care, man.
3. Deb on Nov 18th, 2008 at 7:53 am

Yikes, Toby! Take care!
4. paul Crilley on Nov 18th, 2008 at 7:57 am

Hope everything is OK.
5. Alex Bledsoe on Nov 18th, 2008 at 8:09 am

Wow, dude. Good thoughts your way.
6. Chang on Nov 18th, 2008 at 8:11 am

Oh, dear! Get well soon! So sorry to hear that. We’ll be thinking positive thoughts out here in Maine.
7. Josh Smith on Nov 18th, 2008 at 8:16 am

Dang dude, take care, hope to see you soon!
8. Stacie H on Nov 18th, 2008 at 8:16 am

Whoa. Speedy recovery, man.
9. Catherine Shaffer on Nov 18th, 2008 at 8:17 am

OMG! What is a young person like you doing with a blood clot???? I am freaked out. You guys do not need this right now.
10. Geoffrey Philp on Nov 18th, 2008 at 8:24 am

Take care of yourself, soldier!

1Love,
geoffrey
11. Kristine Smith on Nov 18th, 2008 at 8:26 am

Oh damn–take care and get well soon.
12. Elijah on Nov 18th, 2008 at 8:31 am

Damn. Well, get better!
13. Jim Hetley on Nov 18th, 2008 at 8:34 am

It’s alive!

(Get better, okay?)
14. Paul Jessup on Nov 18th, 2008 at 8:36 am

Hope it’s nothing too serious! Get well soon
15. Kate Baker on Nov 18th, 2008 at 8:44 am

Oooh goodness. Please take care of yourself!

My father just got out of the hospital for the same thing. Please let us know if you need anything! My thoughts are with you.

On a lighter note, that should definitely be your new author photo. Yer damn sexy with all those wires.
16. John Booth on Nov 18th, 2008 at 8:44 am

Hope you’re OK - good thoughts incoming.
17. Paul on Nov 18th, 2008 at 8:46 am

Take care, Toby! Hope it isn’t anything too serious.
18. Samantha Ling on Nov 18th, 2008 at 8:47 am

Oh man, that’s scary. I hope it’s nothing serious as well.
19. Mike Brendan on Nov 18th, 2008 at 8:51 am

Take care, Toby. Hope things clear up soon.
20. Jeremy Tolbert on Nov 18th, 2008 at 8:56 am

Get better soon Toby.
21. Jamie on Nov 18th, 2008 at 9:00 am

Take care. Less Internet - More rest!
22. Elizabeth on Nov 18th, 2008 at 9:04 am

Good luck! I hope it isn’t anything too bad.
23. whitney on Nov 18th, 2008 at 9:08 am

feel better!!! you’re in our thoughts and prayers!
24. Natania on Nov 18th, 2008 at 9:18 am

Wishing you a speedy recovery… take care.
25. Mary Robinette Kowal on Nov 18th, 2008 at 9:23 am

Scary, but it sounds like you are in good hands.
26. Kerry on Nov 18th, 2008 at 9:36 am

Scary indeed! Best of luck to you and Emily and the twins-to-be.
27. Tony Geer on Nov 18th, 2008 at 9:48 am

Damn sounds serious but looks like you’re getting good care.
28. Amber on Nov 18th, 2008 at 10:04 am

Eek.
Take care.

~Amber (from codex)
29. dianacacy on Nov 18th, 2008 at 10:07 am

Our thoughts are with you. Get better!
30. Douglas on Nov 18th, 2008 at 10:08 am

Yikes! Be well.
31. Bonnie R. Schutzman on Nov 18th, 2008 at 10:11 am

Oh dear. I hope you’re out of hospitals and back to normal soon. That’s scary shit and you’re far too nice a person to have to deal with this.
32. Kate Nepveu on Nov 18th, 2008 at 10:12 am

Eek. Get good treatment and feel better soon.
33. Jeff Beeler on Nov 18th, 2008 at 10:12 am

Hang in there Toby!

I hope everything goes well.
34. Maura McHugh on Nov 18th, 2008 at 10:16 am

I hope you have a speedy recovery!
35. Derek on Nov 18th, 2008 at 10:16 am

It is a good thing you didn’t wait and that you went to the hospital when you did. Good thoughts being sent your way.
36. Greg van Eekhout on Nov 18th, 2008 at 10:29 am

And here I thought you were showing off your new human/machine interface.

Beaming good thoughts your way. You guys take care.
37. Ken McConnell on Nov 18th, 2008 at 10:30 am

Get well man. Get well.
38. Catherine Schaff-Stump on Nov 18th, 2008 at 10:36 am

Oh my.

Take care, and do exactly what the doctors tell you.

Catherine
39. Seth on Nov 18th, 2008 at 10:37 am

Great photo. Terrible news! Get better soon, and take care of yourself.
40. Alex on Nov 18th, 2008 at 10:39 am

Crap. I’ll be thinking of you. Be well.
41. Jim Hetley on Nov 18th, 2008 at 10:39 am

We want better news!

(Although some of your characters may no think you *have* a heart . . .)
42. David Barr Kirtley on Nov 18th, 2008 at 10:39 am

Hey man. I spent a good chunk of yesterday listening to your recent interviews on Adventures in Sci-Fi Publishing and Dead Robots Society, and was really struck once again by what an interesting, impressive, and inspirational dude you are. Take care of yourself, okay?
43. Lelsie on Nov 18th, 2008 at 10:39 am

Ohioana is thinking about you very much and is so glad you went to the hospital. Good thoughts to you and the Mrs.
44. Alison Kent on Nov 18th, 2008 at 10:42 am

Take care. The pic itself is sobering. And medicine is amazing.
45. Sandra McDonald on Nov 18th, 2008 at 10:48 am

Good luck and I’ll be keeping my fingers crossed. Here’s to a speedy diagnosis and recovery . . .
46. Steven Savile on Nov 18th, 2008 at 10:48 am

Jesus, Toby, look after yourself.
47. AliceB on Nov 18th, 2008 at 10:49 am

Get well soon. Lots of good thoughts being sent your way.
48. Mike Brotherton on Nov 18th, 2008 at 10:50 am

Do what you need to do to get healthy. We’re all pulling for you and want you at your awesome best.
49. Ian on Nov 18th, 2008 at 10:50 am

Hang in there, Toby. You and Emily are in my thoughts.
50. Jim C. Hines on Nov 18th, 2008 at 10:53 am

What the hell? You just had to top my troubles on the way back from Windycon, didn’t you. Way to take the competitiveness too far, man!

I hope they get you taken care of soon. Like everyone else here, I’ll be worrying and praying and pulling for you.
51. Chris Gerrib on Nov 18th, 2008 at 10:58 am

Dude, that seriously sucks. Take care of yourself, and you have my thoughts.
52. Laurel Amberdine on Nov 18th, 2008 at 11:01 am

Oh no! Hope it turns out to be no big deal.
53. Charlie Stross on Nov 18th, 2008 at 11:02 am

Aw, shit. Good luck with that, and here’s hoping it’s a one-off and not a symptom of something major.
54. Lynne Thomas on Nov 18th, 2008 at 11:04 am

I blame the Big Boy.

Seriously, hang in. We’re thinking of you. Take care.

*happy thoughts in your direction*
55. Chris on Nov 18th, 2008 at 11:09 am

Healthy vibes coming your way. Your in my thoughts.
56. Tim Pratt on Nov 18th, 2008 at 11:12 am

Take care, Toby. Our thoughts are with you.
57. Graham on Nov 18th, 2008 at 11:13 am

Oh dear. Hope you get well soon.
58. Jaime on Nov 18th, 2008 at 11:16 am

I think I’ve now officially exceeded my quota of people to worry about.

Get well quickly, Toby. You have things to do.

And remember all this shit. You can use it in the next book!
59. Steve Leigh on Nov 18th, 2008 at 11:20 am

Shit, Toby — this is not the news I wanted to hear. Hope the specialists come with a quick and easy solution and you’re back to what passes for normal ASAP!

You’re in our thoughts!

Steve & Denise
60. DG Lewis on Nov 18th, 2008 at 11:20 am

More good thoughts inbound, Toby.
61. Sharon Lee on Nov 18th, 2008 at 11:28 am

Take care, Toby!
62. punkrockhockeymom on Nov 18th, 2008 at 11:33 am

I’m thinking about you. Get better.
63. Michael Thomas on Nov 18th, 2008 at 11:33 am

Well, shit. At least you got the basement floor done first.

Seriously, I’m glad you got to a hospital right away. Take care. You’re in our thoughts.
64. Ember on Nov 18th, 2008 at 11:33 am

Thinking healing thoughts. Please, feel better soon!
65. Jetse on Nov 18th, 2008 at 11:37 am

Take care, man. Hope it’s nothing serious and that you will recover soon.

Sending out positive vibes your way.
66. Paul Stevens on Nov 18th, 2008 at 11:37 am

Hey, hope things go well.

Leave it to you to blog from your hospital bed . . .

Paul
67. CaseyL on Nov 18th, 2008 at 11:37 am

More good thoughts coming your way from the Greatly Rainy Pacific NW. Get very well very soon!
68. Jon Hansen on Nov 18th, 2008 at 11:40 am

Holy crap, Toby! Get better, dammit.
69. DKT on Nov 18th, 2008 at 11:43 am

Be well, man. We’re thinking good thoughts for you.
70. MarkHB on Nov 18th, 2008 at 11:47 am

Best of luck, man!
71. Michael on Nov 18th, 2008 at 11:48 am

Dude, been there, know what you’re going through. Get better, k? Otherwise, like, this is how zombies are born. Don’t want that. Bad mojo on that path.
72. Lance Weber on Nov 18th, 2008 at 11:49 am

Looking for the silver lining - if they do have to remove your heart you can look forward to a bright future as a critic.

Seriously though, best wishes and get well soon!
73. Kelly McCullough on Nov 18th, 2008 at 11:49 am

Dude, that’s no good. Stop it and get better at once. More seriously: Yow, I hope it all turns out to be nothing really serious and you’re back to routine soonest. Good health vibes and wishes sent your way. Take care, rest, get well.
74. Laurie Mann on Nov 18th, 2008 at 11:50 am

Hope you are treated well by the hospital and you’re home soon! Best wishes to you (and Emily, too).
75. Nnedi Okorafor on Nov 18th, 2008 at 11:53 am

OMG! Hugs!!

You’ll be fine. Say it with me.

Keep us posted.
76. David B. Coe on Nov 18th, 2008 at 11:55 am

Thinking of you, Tobias. Hope you’re on the mend soon. Best wishes to you and Emily.
77. David Anthony Durham on Nov 18th, 2008 at 11:58 am

Toby, get better. We need you.
78. Marko Kloos on Nov 18th, 2008 at 12:00 pm

Get well, and lay off the concrete crunching for a while.
79. Jordan Lapp on Nov 18th, 2008 at 12:02 pm

Take care of yourself. Best wishes on getting better.
80. Manny on Nov 18th, 2008 at 12:09 pm

Thinking good thoughts. If mojo works, you’re getting some.
81. Dot Lin on Nov 18th, 2008 at 12:13 pm

All my best wishes to you and Emily. We’re thinking of you both!
82. Kelsey on Nov 18th, 2008 at 12:14 pm

Get well. Just keep thinking that someday you’ll write about this and we’ll all laugh.
83. JustAnotherJohn on Nov 18th, 2008 at 12:16 pm

Dude! SciFi is cool and all, but I don’t want you to become a cyborg.

Get well soon.
84. Pablo Defendini on Nov 18th, 2008 at 12:17 pm

Oh, man. And here I thought you were sleeping off some basement-concrete-grinding-exhaustion by now….

Get better soon, brother!
85. Gregory Frost on Nov 18th, 2008 at 12:18 pm

Toby,
You’ve just joined a rather elite club that I would prefer you hadn’t joined. I’ve gone through much of what you’re getting to know up close and personally now. Racing heart beat is a most controllable thing once they figure out the cause. Please keep me informed. Scary is right, but you aren’t alone, and a couple of us have come out the far side of a similar scare.

Best,
greg
86. Jack Kincaid on Nov 18th, 2008 at 12:21 pm

Be strong. You can get through this.
87. SMD on Nov 18th, 2008 at 12:23 pm

Holy mother of…
Get better soon man! I expect to read many more of your books in the future!

Best wishes,
Shaun
88. Kelson on Nov 18th, 2008 at 12:25 pm

Good thoughts your way!
89. Shawn Adams on Nov 18th, 2008 at 12:31 pm

More get-well wishes from yet another of your readers.

What, not enough? Ok, fine, I’ll throw in some super monkey voodoo mojo for good measure. Free of charge, of course!

On top of all that, may you have well-rested and competent doctors.
90. Eileen Gunn on Nov 18th, 2008 at 12:32 pm

Yikes, Toby! Hope you’re better soon!

Eileen
91. hugh57 on Nov 18th, 2008 at 12:35 pm

Get well, dude.
92. Jason M. Robertson on Nov 18th, 2008 at 12:35 pm

I wish you a speedy recovery with as much comfort and as little drama as possible!
93. Anna the Piper on Nov 18th, 2008 at 12:37 pm

Came over from the Whatever–hope you feel better soon! Best wishes for healing up.
94. John-Mark on Nov 18th, 2008 at 12:38 pm

My thoughts and prayers are with you. Please get better soon.
95. Brenda on Nov 18th, 2008 at 12:42 pm

Lots of good thoughts and prayers, headed your way from Missouri.
96. Ardaniel Collier on Nov 18th, 2008 at 12:44 pm

Damn, Tobias, great timing you’ve got, having a Cardiac Incident just as Twitter goes into DB maintenance. Had to come all the way over here, etc.

I’m positive you’re in good hands, and that the staff will be just as attentive to Emily and the players to be named later. Take it easy.
97. Michael Dean on Nov 18th, 2008 at 12:45 pm

Tobias GET WELL AND GET SOME REST!
I’m praying for a speedy recovery.
98. D.Paul on Nov 18th, 2008 at 12:46 pm

Nothing but positive, healthy thoughts coming your way, Toby.

Also, it’s best if you try to soak those patches before yanking ‘em off your chest. Ouch.
99. Cathy on Nov 18th, 2008 at 12:50 pm

Hope things go well in the new hospital and you get better soon.
100. Kate Elliott on Nov 18th, 2008 at 12:51 pm

Best wishes to you as they work through this.

If there’s anything we can do to entertain you in the meanwhile, please let us know.

Also, as a fellow needle hater, my personal sympathies.
101. PixelFish on Nov 18th, 2008 at 12:55 pm

Oh, man, I hope it’s nothing majorly serious. But I’m glad you were able to get care right away. Best wishes for your full recovery.
102. S.C. Butler on Nov 18th, 2008 at 12:58 pm

Knowing this won’t keep you down for long. Good luck, and a quick recovery!
103. Cheryl on Nov 18th, 2008 at 12:59 pm

Fingers crossed, buddy, and all other extremities too.
104. BeVibe on Nov 18th, 2008 at 1:03 pm

Toby - make sure they do endocrine work as well as heart stuff. I went in the hospital about 18 months ago thinking I was having a heart attack, and it turned out I had an endocrine problem which was causing the heart problem.

Best luck - good to know you took it seriously and are getting good care!
105. Merrie Haskell on Nov 18th, 2008 at 1:16 pm

I’m wishing for your speedy recovery. (And hugs to Emily…)
106. Mark on Nov 18th, 2008 at 1:17 pm

Best wishes for your recovery.
107. Dr. Phil on Nov 18th, 2008 at 1:18 pm

But… I just saw you at WindyCon this weekend! Thank goodness this didn’t happen while you were on the road.

Take care, Toby. Personally, I’d blame Jim Hines for this.

Dr. Phil
108. Xopher on Nov 18th, 2008 at 1:19 pm

Get better soon! It sounds like the sort of thing that might be manageable with medication. I hope all will be well, and that the meds aren’t nasty or anything.

Good thoughts coming your way. (Here via Scalzi’s blog, btw.)
109. Shaun Farrell on Nov 18th, 2008 at 1:19 pm

Rest up, Toby. Well wishes and prayers.
110. David Louis Edelman on Nov 18th, 2008 at 1:19 pm

Dude, hope this is just a false alarm. Or a real alarm for something that’s not too serious. Or even an early April Fool’s joke on the part of your doctors. At any rate, our thoughts are with ya over here. Get well soon.
111. shawn scarber on Nov 18th, 2008 at 1:27 pm

Toby,

Well wishes and happy thoughts your way. Recover quickly!
112. Cat Rambo on Nov 18th, 2008 at 1:28 pm

I love the fact you’re blogging bout it Please take care, and many good wishes from Wayne and I!
113. Mike JAsper on Nov 18th, 2008 at 1:31 pm

Wow. Thanks for keeping us updated through all this! Crazy.

Take care, the both of you!
114. cherie priest on Nov 18th, 2008 at 1:32 pm

Holy cow, dude - best wishes, crossed fingers, and all that jazz! Feel better. Hell, *get* better soon.
115. Jeff Pert on Nov 18th, 2008 at 1:33 pm

Best of luck, Toby. Scary stuff, but it sounds like you’re handling it well.
116. Tziedel on Nov 18th, 2008 at 1:33 pm

Well, fudgepuppies…hope you get all sorted out and better soon.
117. Rae Finlay on Nov 18th, 2008 at 1:36 pm

Geez louise, dude. Get better soon, k? Let us know if you need anything.
118. Geoffrey Allan Plauche on Nov 18th, 2008 at 1:37 pm

Egads! Take care. I hope it’s not too serious. P.S. Loved Resistance.
119. Nina A on Nov 18th, 2008 at 1:40 pm

Get well soon. Good thoughts coming your way. Damn.
120. Nora on Nov 18th, 2008 at 1:44 pm

Whoa, very scary. But it’s good that you’ve found this now (looking on the bright side), if hypotropowhatsit is what you turn out to have; maybe there are treatments you can undergo to correct or minimize problems from it.

Get well soon!
121. TKay on Nov 18th, 2008 at 1:46 pm

Oh noes! Good mojo being sent your way from just down 75 here in Dayton. Take care and hope to see you up & about soon!
122. Delynn on Nov 18th, 2008 at 1:54 pm

Get better soon!!!
Good thoughts coming your way from Cleveland!
123. Karina on Nov 18th, 2008 at 1:56 pm

Sending good thoughts your way for a speedy recovery!
124. Josh Bales on Nov 18th, 2008 at 1:56 pm

You look like something from the Weapon X program. Maybe while the doctors are poking around in there, they could give you a set of adamantium claws?

Seriously, though — get better soon, dude!

JAB
125. Joshua Bilmes on Nov 18th, 2008 at 1:57 pm

You’re making me feel young in a way I’d really rather not Sunnyside is thinking of you!
126. Colleen Lindsay on Nov 18th, 2008 at 1:57 pm

Take care of yourself, sir, and keep us informed. Sending good thoughts your way.

(PS: That should be your new author photo!)
127. David J. Williams on Nov 18th, 2008 at 1:58 pm

Hang in there, sir–fingers crossed. . .
128. Tania on Nov 18th, 2008 at 2:02 pm

I’ll be offering some beer to FSM in your honor. Would it help any for you to think of the tubes as his noodly appendages gently cradling you and expressing his love?

But seriously, hope you get out of there soon with a minimum of additional fuss and bother.
129. Charlie Finlay on Nov 18th, 2008 at 2:03 pm

Toby! You better get well, man, or I’ll come up to that hospital room and kick your nancypants ass.
130. Sub-Odeon on Nov 18th, 2008 at 2:07 pm

One of those real “Oh my God is this it?” moments, no doubt.

My wife has severe, chronic asthma, and I’ve literally taken her to the ER while she’s at death’s door. Several times.

Scary to watch.

Best of luck, Mr. Buckell.
131. jasonmitchell on Nov 18th, 2008 at 2:10 pm

You WILL get better - you have stuff to write, and they have due dates

seriously though, my thoughts and good wishes
132. C. S. Inman on Nov 18th, 2008 at 2:13 pm

You make those electrodes look *good.*

Best wishes.
133. Lisa Deguchi on Nov 18th, 2008 at 2:15 pm

Toby! I support Charlie’s plan to kick your nancypants, so get better!
134. Luke Jackson on Nov 18th, 2008 at 2:17 pm

Damn. You got me thinking theodicy: why do bad things happen to good people?

Get better.
135. Wendy S. Delmater on Nov 18th, 2008 at 2:21 pm

Dude. Sending love and prayers.
136. Stephen Granade on Nov 18th, 2008 at 2:26 pm

Man. Get better soon, and let it not be anything serious.
137. jddennis on Nov 18th, 2008 at 2:27 pm

Thoughts and prayers to you, Toby. Best of luck pulling through.
138. Elf Sternberg on Nov 18th, 2008 at 2:30 pm

You don’t look nearly as stoned in your hospital pic as I think I did in my last hospital pic. You’ve also got a lot more neat hardware attached to ya.

Get better! Ragamuffin’s still in my to-read pile (under Matter and Outside the Dog Museum, so it might be a while), and I want to be able to thank you.
139. MikeB on Nov 18th, 2008 at 2:37 pm

Get well soon Toby, we really cannot afford to lose you.
140. Rene on Nov 18th, 2008 at 2:39 pm

Get better soon. Best of luck to all of you.
141. Steven Silver on Nov 18th, 2008 at 2:45 pm

I’m glad you were home before this happened. I guess you were serious when you said you weren’t feeling great at Windy, but you didn’t have to go out of your way to prove it. I’d have believed you.
142. Rose Fox on Nov 18th, 2008 at 2:47 pm

Take care of yourself. HCM is srs bizness, but it’s well understood and there are plenty of treatment options. I hope you have someone who can bring you books while you languish in hospital!
143. SarahP on Nov 18th, 2008 at 2:47 pm

Toby!!!! Take care of yourself, please, please please. Hoping for the best here.
144. Ellen Asher on Nov 18th, 2008 at 2:52 pm

Oh, hell. Get well soon — and stay well.
145. Simon owens on Nov 18th, 2008 at 2:52 pm

Be well, man.
146. Sarah Kelly on Nov 18th, 2008 at 2:58 pm

I hope you’re feeling better and find out what’s going on with yourself soon. My thoughts are with you.
147. Ron Avitzur on Nov 18th, 2008 at 3:11 pm

Best wishes for a rapid and full recovery. Good luck!
148. Randy Johnson on Nov 18th, 2008 at 3:24 pm

Hang in there, buddy! I can empathize. My family is prone to a disorder that causes blood clots.
Fingers crossed.
149. Jim Winter on Nov 18th, 2008 at 3:30 pm

Get well. And do not screw around with this. It killed my dad, and only days before he was scheduled to get it treated.

OTOH, I went in for WPW about 14-15 years ago. Bottom line, they had to sever a nerve in my heart. The night I went to the ER?

Yeah, you get used to being the whippersnapper in the ward.

And if it’s not blockage? You get steak and eggs and bacon!

Downside? Decaf.

Yeah, that sucked big time.

Get well soon.
150. Jake Freivald on Nov 18th, 2008 at 3:47 pm

every one else here is like… 80.

That may seem old, but it means that they’ve lived through a lot. You just have to make sure you’re still around to hit 80, too. Best of luck.
151. jenn on Nov 18th, 2008 at 3:48 pm

Please get well soon
152. MarkHB on Nov 18th, 2008 at 3:49 pm

Hey, that’s *good* news! Hypertrophic Cardiomyopathy is something that’s treatable and controllable - so you’ve had a scare, but you should be fine!
153. Georgiana on Nov 18th, 2008 at 3:53 pm

Sounds terrifying. I hope you feel much better very soon.
154. Gennita Low on Nov 18th, 2008 at 3:55 pm

That’s it. No more hi-speed roller-coaster rides for you. Take care, Toby. Good healing thoughts on the way.
155. Ann & Jeff VanderMeer on Nov 18th, 2008 at 3:57 pm

Tobias, just got word. Seeing as you are blogging about it, we know you’ll be fine. Our thoughts and prayers are with you!

Ann & Jeff
156. Diana Pharaoh Francis on Nov 18th, 2008 at 3:57 pm

I hope it’s nothing. But it’s all writing fodder, right? Seriously though, take care of yourself.
157. Hugh Staples on Nov 18th, 2008 at 4:01 pm

Get well, dude!
158. Marissa Lingen on Nov 18th, 2008 at 4:03 pm

Hoping for the best for you, Toby, and for quick and easy-to-deal-with answers.
159. Eric Reynolds on Nov 18th, 2008 at 4:05 pm

Get well soon, man.
160. BeVibe on Nov 18th, 2008 at 4:05 pm

Toby - wow - good to hear it may be something easily recognizable. We can’t escape our genetics, eh?

But seriously, have them check you out stem-to-stern to make sure there isn’t something else sneaking around, hiding behind your mom’s ailment, okay?

BIG hugs from Dayton, Man!
161. Michael A. Burstein on Nov 18th, 2008 at 4:08 pm

Get better soon.
162. Josh Smith on Nov 18th, 2008 at 4:18 pm

Paging Dr. Gregory House….
163. Karen on Nov 18th, 2008 at 4:21 pm

Wishing you well, Toby. I hope they can sort this all out soon. Please take care.
164. Melissa on Nov 18th, 2008 at 4:27 pm

get well soon!
165. Stephen Gordon on Nov 18th, 2008 at 4:30 pm

Sorry to hear this Toby. Sending up some prayers for you. Get well my friend.
166. Sean Williams on Nov 18th, 2008 at 4:46 pm

Crikey. See what writing tie-ins does to you?

And seriously: be well, Toby. Lots of positive thoughts from down here.
167. Dave Klecha on Nov 18th, 2008 at 4:55 pm

Tarri and I are thinking about you, and hugs to Emily. Get better soon, dude.
168. Gillian on Nov 18th, 2008 at 5:04 pm

May it be diagnosed and sorted soon!
169. Constance on Nov 18th, 2008 at 5:10 pm

Feel better soon! (that pic is scary!)
170. S Andrew Swann on Nov 18th, 2008 at 5:11 pm

Jeez, and I was just talking to you last weekend. Eep.
Get well and godspeed man.
171. Guerry on Nov 18th, 2008 at 5:11 pm

Get better Toby, you’re in our prayers.
172. Michele Lee on Nov 18th, 2008 at 5:11 pm

Hope all goes smoothly and you get well soon! (And that something safe but interesting and inspirational happens.)
173. Wyman Cooke on Nov 18th, 2008 at 5:13 pm

Yow! Hope you get better soon.
174. Amy Sterling Casil on Nov 18th, 2008 at 5:26 pm

Good thoughts, good hopes and prayers -{{ hugs hugs hugs }} Toby! You’re so brave!!!!
175. Paul M on Nov 18th, 2008 at 5:26 pm

Hope it goes well, Toby. I just had a similar thing today - a very infrequent arrhythmia. Nothing bad found in tests, just lots of monitoring from here on out. I wish as good a result for you!
176. Michael Canfield on Nov 18th, 2008 at 5:33 pm

Take care, you are the best.
177. Simon Haynes on Nov 18th, 2008 at 5:35 pm

I’m sorry to hear about this Toby, but it’s good you’re in safe hands.
178. Donal on Nov 18th, 2008 at 5:54 pm

Take care of yourself Toby and get well soon.
179. Marguerite on Nov 18th, 2008 at 7:10 pm

Hopefully from this you’ll get several awesome novel ideas and start “plotting.”

Do what the medicos tell you but don’t let them push you around. Watever you do, don’t be tough. If you hurt, or are worried, let them know.

And don’t take any assistance from cute blonde candystripers with lots of freckles, because that is contraindicated.
180. Marguerite on Nov 18th, 2008 at 7:11 pm

Oh, I almost forgot–whatever you do–don’t let them shave you!

You look damn fine with the fuzz.
181. Derryl Murphy on Nov 18th, 2008 at 7:12 pm

Get well soon, man. And someday remind me to tell you about the time I was in a small town hospital on the same ward as all the dying and/or pain-filled patients.

D
182. Matt Jarpe on Nov 18th, 2008 at 7:21 pm

“every one else here is like… 80″

Sounds like Boskone. Hey-oh!

Seriously, dude, listen to the docs, eat your veg, do what has to be done, but get well.
183. Charles Tan on Nov 18th, 2008 at 7:26 pm

Here’s to a speedy recovery!
184. Dave Robinson on Nov 18th, 2008 at 7:28 pm

Good luck and the hope you don’t need it.
185. Lynn on Nov 18th, 2008 at 7:30 pm

Not something I ever want to see on your blog again, Tobias. Please take care, rest, and know you’re in our thoughts and prayers.
186. Jason Rizos on Nov 18th, 2008 at 7:39 pm

Saw your blog on Boingboing and I’m digging it. Hope they are just taking precautions and your ticker is just fine. Can’t wait to check out your books.
187. Eric Honaker on Nov 18th, 2008 at 7:50 pm

Wow. Scary stuff. I hope you are feeling better soon, man.
188. Leah Bobet on Nov 18th, 2008 at 8:01 pm

Eeek. Get well soon!
189. Jim Hall on Nov 18th, 2008 at 8:03 pm

I hope you are feeling better soon!
190. moondancer drake on Nov 18th, 2008 at 8:07 pm

HUGS!!! Our hearts are with you. Lots of healing juju your way!
191. Anton P. Nym on Nov 18th, 2008 at 8:12 pm

Get well soon!

— Steve
192. Steve Buchheit on Nov 18th, 2008 at 8:25 pm

Dude, no Xbox, just relax. I’m sure your sleeplessness is kicking in, and that leads to restlessness. It sucks to be in that bed, but it’s a good thing you went in. Think of it as time to do source material research. And watch out for those old foggies, they’re tricksie they are. Sending good thoughts your way.
193. Scott Marlowe on Nov 18th, 2008 at 8:26 pm

That sucks, my man. Seriously, hope all works out. Keep us updated.
194. Larry on Nov 18th, 2008 at 8:28 pm

Wow! Like the others have said, take it easy and get well soon!
195. Dave Creek on Nov 18th, 2008 at 8:36 pm

Damn, Toby, you’re too young for this shit. People my age, sure, but not you! Get well soon, too many books are sitting back there in your hindbrain waiting to come out.
196. glenda larke on Nov 18th, 2008 at 9:05 pm

Dunno whether this is any comfort, but my husband was diagnosed with a heart rate way above normal at 35 - and he’s still going strong at 67. His at-rest pulse rate is 105! He has never let it stop him do anything…

Take care,

Glenda
197. Arun Jiwa on Nov 18th, 2008 at 9:15 pm

Take care, and I hope you get well soon Toby.

-A.
198. Karl Schroeder on Nov 18th, 2008 at 9:28 pm

There’s something called “hospital induced anemia” which is where your hemoglobin levels get really low because they keep coming around and taking more blood from you! This happened to me. One of the charms of being examined thoroughly. It sounds like they’re doing a very intelligent investigation of your problem, which is good.

Time to download some audiobooks onto your iphone.
199. Robert J. Sawyer on Nov 18th, 2008 at 9:31 pm

You’re in my thoughts, my friend. Be well.
200. Arachne Jericho on Nov 18th, 2008 at 9:52 pm

Get well soon. We’re all thinking of you.
201. Tiffany Trent on Nov 18th, 2008 at 9:59 pm

Take care, Toby!

Wishing you a speedy recovery,
Tiffany
202. Pat Rothfuss on Nov 18th, 2008 at 10:09 pm

Damn. Take care. Whatever my good vibes are worth, they’re pointed your way.

Boy, that sounds corny as hell. Here it is in plain language. I think you’re a hell of a guy, and I like you. Therefore this sucks.

I hope everything is going as well as humanly possible.
203. T M Beem on Nov 18th, 2008 at 10:22 pm

Came here via John Scalzi’s site. Oh holy crap man! Scary stuff. I hope you recover quickly and that your troubles aren’t as severe as they appear to currently be. Time to buy your books so you have extra money via royalties to help pay for this.
204. Jason Erik Lundberg on Nov 18th, 2008 at 10:24 pm

Yeesh, scary stuff, dude. Best wishes for a speedy recovery!
205. Greg Lincoln on Nov 18th, 2008 at 10:25 pm

Hello Tobias….

I was just listening to you on dead robots podcast and wanted to write to tell you it was because Adventures in SF publishing that I Finally got Crystal Rain…..

My thoughts are with you man - I love your work ….

take care
206. Thomas M. Wagner on Nov 18th, 2008 at 10:27 pm

Hang in there, Toby!
207. Matthew Sanborn Smith on Nov 18th, 2008 at 10:31 pm

I wish you all the best. Get Well!
208. Joe Sherry on Nov 18th, 2008 at 10:35 pm

Damn, man. Best wishes and whatever it is - speedy and healthy recovery.
209. Harry Connolly on Nov 18th, 2008 at 10:45 pm

Best wishes for a speedy recover.
210. Geoffrey A. Landis on Nov 18th, 2008 at 10:47 pm

Wow, scary. Hope it ends up being something trivial! Or at least treatable!
211. George Sulea on Nov 18th, 2008 at 10:48 pm

Hey there,
Heard from Steve Swinarski what was up; I hope you feel better soon:)
212. welamom on Nov 18th, 2008 at 10:50 pm

Get well soon! Marguerite turned me onto your opinions and such–you sound far too valuable to lose. Please know that this ex-Ohioan is rooting for you!
213. WendyB_09 on Nov 18th, 2008 at 11:01 pm

Get well soon, you need to come back to DragonCon again!

Be patient with the human pincushion thing, if they poke at you long enough they’ll figure out here to fix what’s broke.
214. Jeremy on Nov 18th, 2008 at 11:02 pm

Hope you get better, man. Good to see that it won’t stop you from blogging
215. Ellen Datlow on Nov 18th, 2008 at 11:02 pm

Just heard and worry about you. Get well soon.
216. Maureen McHugh on Nov 18th, 2008 at 11:12 pm

Are you getting good drugs? Being in the hospital sucks, every one is wandering around with needles ready to test you for all sorts of things, and if you don’t get good drugs it’s really no fun at all.

(Hope that you turn out to have some sort of weird ass infection that they cure with antibiotics and then send you home.)
217. Meg Stout on Nov 18th, 2008 at 11:21 pm

Dude - take care of yourself! ::hugs::

You scared me with the SVT comment - that’s how they discovered my son’s heart problems, and he’s pushing daisies now. Sounds like they’ll be able to mend you pretty well.

Follow orders - no heroics.
218. Lucy Snyder on Nov 18th, 2008 at 11:26 pm

Toby, Gary and I hope you’re feeling better soon.
219. Stacie H on Nov 18th, 2008 at 11:32 pm

You have family around, but since I’m in the area, if there’s anything I can do, you only have to ask.
220. Rick Novy on Nov 18th, 2008 at 11:32 pm

Get better. Your family needs you.
221. Chris Green on Nov 18th, 2008 at 11:32 pm

Take it easy Toby. Your model number is a difficult one to replace. And I don’t have enough change to afford a new one. Wait, I think I have a quarter stuck in my pants…

…damn.
Get well soon.
222. law on Nov 18th, 2008 at 11:49 pm

Gah! Get better!
223. Buck on Nov 18th, 2008 at 11:52 pm

I was just thinking of you a few hours ago- it looks like Obama may nominate the son of Barbadan immigrants as attorney general.

I hope they get this sorted out for you quickly.

Take care.
224. John D. on Nov 19th, 2008 at 12:05 am

Best wishes for a super-speedy recovery.
225. Rob Vagle on Nov 19th, 2008 at 12:25 am

Get well soon, Toby! Thinking healing thoughts.
226. sf addict on Nov 19th, 2008 at 12:26 am

Oh, Man! Scalzi sent me over.
Onoes! Teh Ho-spit-tals! You gots to get Better and get Out of there, rapidemente, man! SF Addict needs more of your books, desperately. There. That should give you purpose enough to get healthy again, yes?
Positive Waves are beaming your way from NoVA, sir.

Just another of your fans,
Karl C.
227. Lenora Rose on Nov 19th, 2008 at 12:27 am

Crud. Get yourself better, hope all becomes well very soon. Let us know if there’s any way to help besides good wishes.

(I’ll say this; the good to this is seeing all your friends come out of the woodwork if only to wish you well. There are at least nine more on the LJ feed.)
228. Eric on Nov 19th, 2008 at 12:35 am

I hope it turns out to not be serious. Get better soon.
229. Tarrell Childs on Nov 19th, 2008 at 1:08 am

I’m sure your higher power was just trying to get you to slow down a little and kind of over did it. Hope you get well soon.
230. SpeakerToManagers on Nov 19th, 2008 at 1:30 am

I’m very sorry, but you are not allowed to become seriously ill at this time. Too many other people have gotten sick recently, and all the slots have been used up. So please get better very quickly.
231. Corby Kennard on Nov 19th, 2008 at 1:48 am

Get well, Tobias. There’s nothing like being in a hospital bed for feeling helpless, but if you keep up your spirits you will be fine.
232. Rochita Loenen-Ruiz on Nov 19th, 2008 at 2:32 am

Get well soon. You’ll be in our thoughts and in our prayers.
233. Rosemary Kirstein on Nov 19th, 2008 at 5:54 am

Toby, man — what are you doing?? Get well, and get outta there!

Well, that’s my first reaction. But I’m sure you’re getting excellent care… so just do everything your doctors say, rest up, and don’t worry. Take care of yourself, and let other people take care of you, too.

And remember that every single human being who has heard about this is wishing the best for you.
234. J G Dalziel on Nov 19th, 2008 at 6:02 am

Best wishes for a speedy and complete recovery from Down Under!
235. Anne Harris on Nov 19th, 2008 at 6:16 am

Gee whiz, Toby. I’m sorry this is happening to you. It does sound like you’re getting good care and you’ve got a lot of people keeping you in their thoughts. My best wishes for a speedy recovery.
236. Scott on Nov 19th, 2008 at 6:25 am

There have been so many people that have already expressed their well wishes to you, and mine echo that. At first I kind of felt, “What’s the point?” But then thinking about how precious life can be, it is important. With the internet, so many people around the world have become closer and closer. And though you don’t know who I am, and we may never have the opportunity to meet, I still want to send my heartfelt best wishes on a speedy recovery and long lasting good health.
237. Jay Caselberg on Nov 19th, 2008 at 7:17 am

All best, Toby.
238. green_knight on Nov 19th, 2008 at 7:34 am

Best of luck. Hope it turns out to be comparatively harmless.
239. Aimee Payne on Nov 19th, 2008 at 8:02 am

I sincerely hope the worst thing you have to deal with is hospital boredom. (Though, that’s bad enough.)

Get well soon!
240. Chris Gardner on Nov 19th, 2008 at 8:04 am

Get well Toby! Keep up the good spirits
241. Pegkitty on Nov 19th, 2008 at 8:15 am

If a cranky guy with a cane and scruffy facial hair shows up, get the hell out of there.
242. Diane Turnshek on Nov 19th, 2008 at 8:24 am

I certainly hope good wishes = quick recovery, because you’ve got a passel of them! Thanks for keeping us all updated. The most important thing about being in the hospital, I’ve found, is having a loved one with you at all times to keep asking questions, a patient advocate.

And yes, you should find a way to play video games, but nothing exciting, mind. Grow chickens on Harvest Moon or something . . .

—> Love and Hugs!
243. Lawrence M. Schoen on Nov 19th, 2008 at 8:31 am

Hang in there, my friend. And don’t eat the hospital pudding. Trust me.
244. Astrid Julian on Nov 19th, 2008 at 8:39 am

Wow Toby,

I’m so glad you are in a safe place. You’re probably bored as all get out, but you are absolutely doing what needs to be done. Here’s hoping that it turns out to be nothing serious and the whole experience leaves you with no lasting effects except an excellent story or novel about really being linked-in with those gizmos (and your iphone, wireless, et al).

Be patient, and best of luck, Astrid.
245. Kerry on Nov 19th, 2008 at 9:17 am

Kinda wish I could hook up an Xbox to the hospital tv LOL.

Check with the pediatrics ward - they probably have one for the kids to use *lol*.

Glad to hear things don’t seem to be super-serious. Get better, anyway.
246. Wyman Cooke on Nov 19th, 2008 at 9:20 am

Now that it’s Wednesday I was wondering what news? Good, I hope.
247. SarahP on Nov 19th, 2008 at 9:50 am

An update right about now would be really good. I hope you’re doing okay this morning. Take care!!
248. Michael Thomas on Nov 19th, 2008 at 9:52 am

I’m with Sarah on that. I hope everything is going well.

Take care.
249. Marsha Sisolak on Nov 19th, 2008 at 9:56 am

Ouch! Good luck on the recovery, and here’s hoping it’s as easy to fix as boredom.
250. Steve Nagy on Nov 19th, 2008 at 10:15 am

Hope all is going well.
251. Pat Logan on Nov 19th, 2008 at 10:39 am

Take care of yourself. Sounds like you got some good people on your side there.
252. Bill Blum on Nov 19th, 2008 at 10:42 am

Get well, man.
253. Dan I. Radakovich on Nov 19th, 2008 at 10:44 am

Rough news, hope it is not something ultra-serious. Get well soon. Everyone at Alpha, Confluence and Parsec in Pgh. will be rootin’ for ya.

Best,
Dan I. Rad.
254. Ed Greaves on Nov 19th, 2008 at 10:48 am

Hope you’ll be back on your feet soon.
255. Joe Parrish on Nov 19th, 2008 at 10:53 am

You can not go yet, I just kind of found you and think you have too many good ideas to be leaving us. Don’t mean to sound down, so get this taken care of and get well and writing soon.
256. Christopher Kastensmidt on Nov 19th, 2008 at 11:01 am

Sending best wishes. Get well soon!
257. Angelle on Nov 19th, 2008 at 11:16 am

Sending good thoughts!
258. Patty Garcia on Nov 19th, 2008 at 11:18 am

Hope you’re feeling better today. I’m thinking about you and hoping for a speedy recovery!
259. Michael Thomas on Nov 19th, 2008 at 11:18 am

You sound much better. I’m glad that they’re treating you well.
260. Liz on Nov 19th, 2008 at 11:18 am

I hope it gets simpler, not more complicated!

Anyway, thinking of you, hope you feel better and get out of the hospital soon.
261. Deb on Nov 19th, 2008 at 11:19 am

Glad things are looking better, Toby! Take care!!!
262. Steven on Nov 19th, 2008 at 11:49 am

Best of luck in getting diagnosed and getting better, Mr. Buckell.

I’ve read and enjoyed Crystal Rain, but have yet to get to your others. Will be doing so soon (based on CR and on Jim Hines’ recommends as well).

Hope you don’t mind another link to your blog on a fellow author’s page.

Steven Schend
263. Chaz Brenchley on Nov 19th, 2008 at 11:53 am

Yay for updates and betterness!

(Also, yay for friends: every time I check this page, there are more comments, there is more tender concern. People are cool…)
264. Kristine Smith on Nov 19th, 2008 at 11:53 am

response to morning update: thinking of you. may the good news continue.
265. Tom Marcinko on Nov 19th, 2008 at 12:16 pm

Wishing you a speedy recovery, Toby.
266. Bob Hole on Nov 19th, 2008 at 12:27 pm

Jay sent me. Sincere good thoughts. I’m glad things are looking up this morning and hope they continue on that course.
267. Jaime on Nov 19th, 2008 at 12:34 pm

I’m so glad you posted the morning update. You sound much better and over all the situation sounds better. The doctors appear to have their act together.

Fretting is what I do, but I will fret less now.
268. Kyle Maxwell on Nov 19th, 2008 at 12:34 pm

Here’s hoping you come out faster… better… stronger… rebuilt!
269. Xopher on Nov 19th, 2008 at 12:43 pm

Sounds like things are improving massively and rapidly. May they continue to do so.
270. Adam Rakunas on Nov 19th, 2008 at 12:45 pm

Speedy recovery, man.
271. Daniel Spector on Nov 19th, 2008 at 12:53 pm

The New Zealand contingent wishes you well and healthy.
272. Mike F. on Nov 19th, 2008 at 12:56 pm

Take care. Hope you are home and feeling better soon.
273. Fred Kiesche on Nov 19th, 2008 at 1:03 pm

Had something similar happen to me 15 years ago…I’m still here. So good luck, and hopefully it’ll work out!

In the meantime a good incentive to get better: hospital food.
274. Jim Hetley on Nov 19th, 2008 at 2:14 pm

Glad to read the update. I’ve had too many reminders of my own mortality to wish the experience on anyone else.

Well, there *are* a few people I’d wish it on, but you ain’t one of them . . .
275. Mary Turzillo on Nov 19th, 2008 at 2:18 pm

Oh Toby, you look so, so, so, what word can I use? forlorn? there in your hospital bed!

I had an echocardigram earlier this year. I thought I had pneumonia and some idiot cardiologist looked at my chest X-ray and said “Oh goodie! Enlarged heart.” A month and half and an echocardiogram (sonogram) later, it turned out the original cardiologist had just read the X-ray wrong — apparently this happens a lot — and I have nothing nothing nothing wrong with my heart.

So echocardiograms are in fact good things — they don’t hurt, they don’t damage your organs or irradiate you, and often they reassure.

I’m betting that’s what will happen with you — let’s hope.

And please convey my sympathy also to Emily. It is very terrifying to have the love of your life in the hospital with a weird and frightening symptom.

Get well soon.
276. Al Bogdan on Nov 19th, 2008 at 2:32 pm

Hope you’re home and back to normal life soon.
277. Wendy S. Delmater on Nov 19th, 2008 at 2:48 pm

Glad things are slightly better this morning: a heart rate of 80 is definitely an improvement over one of 120. Glad you have things to keep you occupied and family near.

Kung Fu Panda = laughter = good medicine. Emily knows what she’s about.
278. Chad Winters on Nov 19th, 2008 at 2:57 pm

Get well soon!!

Crystal Rain kept me company while I was in Kuwait last year with the Air Force and Sly Mongoose is on my “to buy soon” list. I’m looking forward to many more great books from you!!
279. John Markley on Nov 19th, 2008 at 3:02 pm

Get well soon!
280. Don Mead on Nov 19th, 2008 at 3:03 pm

Take care! And get well soon.
281. Gillian C on Nov 19th, 2008 at 3:18 pm

Best wishes, Toby. Hope all this gets cleared up quickly.
282. Peter Watts on Nov 19th, 2008 at 3:41 pm

I’ve been meaning to write and bitch at you for scooping me on the whole hard-sf zombie thing, but given the current situation I can only remind you: all this poking and prodding and hovering on the edge of death is gonna inform some seriously awesome story ideas and character development downstream. It’s just the way our brains work.

So get better, but *take notes* in the meantime.

Peter
283. Chris on Nov 19th, 2008 at 3:43 pm

Long-distance wishes for a full recovery. The Xbox will keep, okay?
284. Eugene on Nov 19th, 2008 at 4:19 pm

Yikes. So glad you got taken care of right away. Hang in there–I’m hoping for the best!
285. Mike on Nov 19th, 2008 at 4:22 pm

Take care and take it slow. Heart stuff is scary.
286. Sarah Brand on Nov 19th, 2008 at 4:34 pm

Take care, and get well soon!
287. Emma on Nov 19th, 2008 at 4:39 pm

Toby!

I haven’t seen or talked to you in ages, and clearly no one has told you this before, but lots of getting-better thoughts!

Also, something I’ve been meaning to tell you which is on the happy side of things–I’m majoring in Caribbean history right now, and it’s pretty much your fault. So, thank you.

-(Alpha) Emma
288. Rob B on Nov 19th, 2008 at 5:00 pm

Best wishes!
289. Gerry Allen on Nov 19th, 2008 at 5:05 pm

Don’t be in too much of a hurry to get back to “normal.” But do be in a hurry to get better.
Compared to what you’ve written that I have enjoyed, this note is paltry…but it correctly represents the ratio of our writing talents.
290. Isaac W on Nov 19th, 2008 at 5:30 pm

Take care, and feel better!
291. Minz on Nov 19th, 2008 at 5:38 pm

Yeah, what Peter said. But take care of yourself too…
292. Eric on Nov 19th, 2008 at 6:19 pm

Best wishes for a speedy recovery!
293. mythago on Nov 19th, 2008 at 6:30 pm

Good luck. If the medical staff gives you any crap remind them you know lawyers. CRANKY lawyers.
294. dawn on Nov 19th, 2008 at 6:41 pm

Get well soon, man. And take it EASY!
295. Paul on Nov 19th, 2008 at 8:48 pm

scary shit indeed my friend. We all wish you a real speedy recovery.
Paul and crew at Beam Me Up
296. Jeff Hentosz on Nov 19th, 2008 at 9:38 pm

Mmmm … hospital food … ::”Homer” gargling::

What?

Get better fast, sir.
297. Claire on Nov 19th, 2008 at 10:02 pm

Get well soon wishes and sending healing vibes in your direction.
Feel better…
298. Levin A. on Nov 19th, 2008 at 10:11 pm

Get better soon.
299. Vera Nazarian on Nov 19th, 2008 at 10:31 pm

Relax, and get some good rest, Toby! That’s probably more important than anything!

*good healing thoughts heading your way*
300. JW Johnson on Nov 20th, 2008 at 12:39 am

Best wishes Toby. Sorry to see you down. Get well soon.
301. Chris McKitterick on Nov 20th, 2008 at 1:07 am

Wishing you the best for a speedy and full recovery.
302. SQT on Nov 20th, 2008 at 3:19 am

I hope you’re feeling better and that you get some good news soon (like going home).
303. Jay Tomio on Nov 20th, 2008 at 5:07 am

Best wishes, and I hope all is well!
304. Robin on Nov 20th, 2008 at 7:24 am

All the best and wishing you a speedy recovery.

Robin.

Thanks for fixing the sample links.
305. SciFiChick on Nov 20th, 2008 at 8:20 am

Get well soon!
306. Brenda Groman on Nov 20th, 2008 at 8:36 am

Hey Tobias! Sending get well thoughts your way! Hang in there!
307. Veronica on Nov 20th, 2008 at 9:12 am

Tobias, take care of yourself.
308. Chris Willrich on Nov 20th, 2008 at 10:28 am

Thinking good thoughts at you.
309. Carolyn Jewel on Nov 20th, 2008 at 10:51 am

Get better soon, please. Thinking of you and your family.
310. Amy on Nov 20th, 2008 at 11:05 am

Yikes! Get well soon and keep us updated.
311. Fred Kiesche on Nov 20th, 2008 at 11:58 am

Here’s an incentive to get better: your new book is coming out, gosh, in a few days!
312. Kate Nepveu on Nov 20th, 2008 at 12:53 pm

Did you get to hear your blood going swish-swish through your heart? That’s my favorite part of getting an echocardiogram done.

Hope you continue to improve.
313. Spencer on Nov 20th, 2008 at 1:55 pm

Hope things continue to improve. Get well–I’m looking forward to reading many more of your future books.
314. Henrietta H on Nov 20th, 2008 at 3:35 pm

Man, I know how it is when this sort of thing happens. I had to have a short stay in the ER as well as in the hospital for some similiar symptoms, but I am OK now. It turned out to be nothing. Hope the same occurs for you. Until you are released though, take it easy and catch up on the rest - it really does help.
315. Ricky Kimsey on Nov 20th, 2008 at 3:58 pm

I simply want to say is get well soon sir.
316. Angel on Nov 20th, 2008 at 4:04 pm

I will be praying for you now.

It is good to see the role your family takes in your comfort during this ordeal.

I hope that you emerge from this stronger and better equipped with information than you were beforehand.
317. kitten on Nov 20th, 2008 at 4:10 pm

Damn…you aren’t supposed to have such a good time at windycon that you fall over!

*hugs* and bright blessings…take care of yourself.
318. Lou Anders on Nov 20th, 2008 at 5:39 pm

Dude, just found out about this. I hope you are okay. Prayers, the best of wishes, good vibes all your way.
319. Paul Granahan on Nov 20th, 2008 at 6:45 pm

Toby: Our prayers and good thoughts are going out to you and yours. Get well soon!!!
320. steve on Nov 20th, 2008 at 8:22 pm

i’m an e.d. nurse and i decree that you will be fine. i have performed this pronouncement a hundredfold times and have never been wrong. i predict an you will be diagnosed with s.v.t. and/or afib with r.v.r. … you’ll begin coumadin and get blood taken monthly but soon be weaned off the coumadin and back to normal in 8 months time. in 1 year you’ll have an anxiety attack that leads you back to e.d. and everything will be negative. you’ll decide your middle 30’s were the worst health scare time of your life and dedicate yourself to lifelong health improvement. you will continue to write cool sf which focuses on octagenarian’s living in southeast asia until the ripe old age of 79 when you will be killed by an accidental fall down the steps of the local gym, breaking your neck in a posture that has you staring straight into the rising sun thru the gym’s glass doors. everyone will write glowing obituaries in memory of your life. people will cry. life will have been good. enjoy. [and smile in between the tears. you will be alright.]
321. steve on Nov 20th, 2008 at 8:26 pm

oops. i read the cards wrong.

that *99*, not 79. my bad.
322. A.M. Lau on Nov 22nd, 2008 at 12:16 am

Best wishes for a speedy recovery!
323. Keilexandra on Nov 22nd, 2008 at 3:16 pm

Eep! I hope you feel better nowabouts, Toby. This is what I get for not reading LJ for a week…
324. Maria on Nov 23rd, 2008 at 1:46 pm

Prayers and thoughts your way.
325. crimsong19 on Nov 23rd, 2008 at 1:55 pm

Get well soon, dude.
326. Carolyn on Nov 23rd, 2008 at 8:31 pm

Toby, when you are all better, could you upload a topless picture of yourself without all the medical paraphernalia? Get well soon!
327. Kasey Mackenzie on Nov 24th, 2008 at 2:04 pm

Ick. Hope that you feel better soon and they get things all straightened out!
328. Stephe on Nov 28th, 2008 at 5:08 am

Oh, no! Sending you all the good vibes I can muster…

Be well. You have a lot of people pulling for you, not to mention so much more to write.
329. Chas on Dec 18th, 2008 at 10:15 am

I hope you get better soon and get back to writing those great novels! I’m looking forward to Pepper’s next adventure. Thanks for some great reading.